Jorge and I work together, we're business partners. Business aside, he has put a grand, fat round full stop at the end of the relationship, but told me that because we get along so well, what he envisions for US in the future is for our future families to be very close. As if we are cousins!!!
Should i cry, laugh or gasp for air? I got so freaking hot that I knew that all cells of my body would soon ignite and catch fire had it not been for the tear that absorbed some of that heat and rolled down my eye.
I reluctantly agreed, but now that i think of it. That idea is utterly pathetic. I want to see if he'll still want to keep me around as a dear 'cousin' when he finally finds THE ONE that he brazenly told me i wasn't.
Let's say that in ten years time we're still friends and business is going great. He meets THE ONE and she hates me. I want to see that's going to work out.
In the end, I don't care....until then things and mostly our personalities will change so much and in ways we cannot begin imagining today.
An alternative scenario would be for me to accept the whole thing. Befriend this THE ONE (that doesn't exist) and go Manchurian candidate on this being cousins-with-my-ex thing.
Urgh! There's a voice in my mind that's telling me that we could be cousin/lovers...Is that normal? WHO.IS.THIS.VOICE? I'd be superfriends with THE ONE and be his lover, and babysit their children who would hang out with their siblings because my children will obviously be mine and his as well. hum....MUAHAHAHAHAHAH MUAHAHAAH
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